I hope your having a great weekend.
I often get asked about my love life which I find totally annoying.
I’m a very private person when it comes to matters of the heart where I am generally a very open person with other subjects when it comes to the four letter world it makes me have a heart attack.
I feel we all fall in love 😩 once completely in our life’s sometimes for others it’s more but I honestly feel we all find our one soul mate once for some of us it works out perfectly.
For some of us not so much…
You know that one person we gravitate back to even if it’s been months or years weither it’s been good or bad endings you will always find each other again.
And if you don’t you have memories you have shared together.
Sometimes we find people we connect with on a whole different level and I’m not talking about liking the same TV shows or same bands etc it’s about connecting on a whole different level not just common intrests anyone can make anyone laugh doesn’t mean just beacuse you both like game of thrones and his farts make you laugh once in a while makes you the perfect couple Infact I’m not even sure if perfect is real.
Your relationship can be rocky and testing and sometimes you would just love to say you know what 🖕 you I’m done.
But they are meant to test us and that one person can drive us crazy but we still love them anyway.
Doesn’t matter how many times you fight or give up on each other fate will always pull you back together.
I have to say I’m a terrible at communication in a relationship
I’m not selling myself here am I really..
I know what I need to say but it Doesn’t come out right.
When it comes to emotion I’m absolutely rubbish doesn’t mean I don’t feel anything but when it comes to openly talking about feelings I shut down.
For me I know personally how to find a soul mate and loose them again and this feels terrible and I have regrets everyday.
I just thank them for allowing me to be apart of there life.
And if the universe aligns again between us it would probably be…
So if you ever find your soul mate make sure you hold on with both hands through the rough and smooth and be open to listen and understand that life’s not plain sailing it’s just a ride.
For me who knows what’s next…
Peace out ✌️❤️