Evening all ❤️
As I sit In my garden listening to a song is that all right by lady gaga from the motion picture a star is born.
In peace and quite watching the sunset with the smell of beachy air around me I’ve come to a realisation I should be so bloody proud of myself I could actually cry you don’t know how far you have come in life untill you realise your past really doenst define you as a person anymore.
I’m actually where I’m meant to be right here right now present and maybe not always correct but everything I’ve achieved I’ve done from strength and sometimes I don’t know where I pull it all from but every time I get knocked back I keep going.
It’s so easy to compare yourself to others but as humans we are capable of hiding the truth our struggles we have to be strong to put on a brave face.
But every now and again our Brain just clicks and says yeah you know something your alright you.
I don’t want a medal or any sympathy from my blog I just want to share my life experience with people.
But over the past 11 years I’ve had two babies moved 4 times left my family and freinds behind to provide a better life for my girls by the sea had failed relationships and freindship I’ve been hurt countless times battled with illness and my weight and also my confidence is shot to shit but I’m working on that.
I believe fate never gives us anything we can’t handle strength comes from the darkest places.
So now I’m finding out who I am.
And I’m starting to respect myself again.
Maybe it’s time to let the old ways die…
Love to you all where ever you are
Stacie 💋🐚 xxxx