How are we all this evening?
I’ve given up watching the Liverpool match that’s enough of that for one evening.
Tonight I wanted to blog about a situation I’ve been in for quite a while.
I don’t know if any of you have ever been in a limbo situation not quite sure what to do next and your sort of going with the flow of things.
For the past two years I’ve been in and out of what ide call limbo state I’m finally starting to sort my life out then something else pulls me back to undecided space in my brain which looks a bit like runway at Gatwick Airport chaotic 🤔
Just lately I’ve been finding myself more and more not really giving a crap about what people think of me.
You can be at your truest form as a human being and it still not make a difference to someone some times the..
Penny drops and you just have to think nah not picking you up this time.
Being a human is hard at times and being in a world with other humans just sucks unless you find a few good humans then your winning.
Would be much easier to be a cat right?
You know I blame myself for a lot of things in my life I’m the master of my own key so I’ve got the power right?
Wrong because we get hit with situations like relationships and houses finances and kids and surround ourselves with people we don’t really like.
And faking it untill we make it.
But when penny finally drops your sitting there thinking stacie your a complete fool your mum and dad didn’t raise no weak ass they raised a Beyoncé and now your raising two mini Beyoncé.
Why the hell have you allowed one situation to swallow you whole and crush everything that’s good about you to women who doenst even know where her matching socks are kept.
Seriously like come on women aren’t put on the earth to wash mens shitty underpants ladies or to make sure their tea is on the table after work it’s 21st century go out there and hold your own make your man wash his own shitty underpants and show him where the fridge is.
That’s what I say
Trouble with the oppersite sex most of them haven’t got a clue what they want from life notice I said most not all that would be unfair some men do have there head in the game and not in their pants ladies.
Not all are the same ladies but good ones are very far and few between.
I sound like I’m hating men but I don’t hate them just find it irrataing when nothing makes sense there’s no logic and to be honest when you have been going round on this ferris wheel for two years it’s time to get off.
You have done what you can said all you can say nothing else you can do.
So when the penny finally drops and you know your worth more than that penny leave it where it falls and walk off.
Best advice I can give to myself and I best advice i can share with you all 😊.
Ain’t got time for NEGTIVTY I’m 32 in three weeks and years go by so quickly so have to enjoy life whilst you can.
I just have to say I’m super excited for my birthday I have a surprise night away that’s been planned for me and also a recording studio experience that’s been gifted to me.
So here I am… I am me that’s all I can ever be.
If your lucky enough to see the real me then well done you’ve completed jumanji.
Love to you all 😊 🐚💋❤️