Hey everyone I’m late night blogging again for everyone who takes time to read my blog overseas I’m not sure what time it is but good morning good afternoon or good evening which ever one fits your timezone I hope your all OK.
Bit of a weird day for me today started work at 9am UK time and come home 39 minutes later to deal with a home emergency house dilemma.
Sucks being an adult at times you have all the is extra responsibility you have to deal with all the crappy little things that need doing on a regular basis.
Gone are the days when I only had to worry about if my shoes where on the right feet, my pants weren’t inside out and if I had my dinner money for lunch at school.
Now it’s all bills housing repairs and still sometimes I put my pants on inside out don’t think you ever grow out of that one.
Let me tell you a little bit about me not that I’m vain or anything but beacuse I don’t think many people can understand my personality and people don’t always give me a chance to get to know the real me.
I have to say I’m far from normal I’m not fragile like a flower I’m fragile like a bomb.
I can be the nicest person to the right kind of people but I can also see right through people even if sometimes I don’t want too but I do and I’m not afraid to say it either.
Im not into materialistic things I’m more minamlistic hate clutter and unorganised spaces think that’s the virgo in me.
I work extremely hard in life because I always thrive to be better than what I am and I love to help people because I think it’s important especially in the world we live in today compassion is very important.
And taking into consideration other people’s feelings is also very important.
Anyone who’s a virgo will understand this we over anyalize everything could be smallest of issue we turn into something major sorry but this has to be one of my bad traits.
I’m a massive gaming geek sims is one of my favourite games.
I love all things retro I definitely feel I was born in wrong era I was born in 1987 so I didn’t get to appreciate the 80s.
Oh I’m also a massive music fan I love all types of music well mostly not into heavy metal…
but more soul jazz motown I do love Aretha Franklin and etta James and and a bit of Sam Cooke too maybe my music taste is another blog post.
Have to give praise to Queen, elton John Prince, Phil Collins and of course the beatles
Question I get asked is am I moody apparently ive always got this serious face on me.
My answer to that is no I’m just reserved but I’m actually very funny.
I take life one day at a time I don’t like to plan two far ahead this drives my family and friends wild because I’m always last minute will put everything off untill I need to do it.
Never in any rush to make choices untill I’ve weighed up all pros and cons but I’m also very impulsive.
Confusing I know.
If I want something I don’t stop untill I’ve got it very determined..
But honstly after everything I’m working on being positive about life..
The fact I’m not well educated I didn’t go to university 🎓 infact I hated school but I’ve not done to bad I’ve gained qualifications in other ways but I’m very creative in my work and music.
I have to say I absolutely love anything that’s a bit odd and unexplained and no that doesn’t mean my relationships but most of them have ended that way. The years I’ve wasted oh well lessons learnt.
I’ll stop selling myself now 😂
I believe everyone goes through transitions in life some are easy some are very difficult some make us cringe some make us cry but it’s the transition we learn from grow from they are the ones that make us stronger.
Personally I’m in a much better place in my life I feel I’ve just ended a rather difficult transition.
whilst i was in this transition I didn’t feel like I was me kind of like how ant man feels when he’s stuck between dimensions just floating around not knowing how long it’s going to last for and if he will ever get back to reality at all.
But you do eventually get back to reality and whatever mess you made along the way will make you a better person.
From my previous blogs you can see I suffer daily with mental health issues but you know something everyone has their demons some people are brave to admit their issues it’s nothing to be ashamed of either.
I’m finding that out now facing issues head on dealing with them made me realise life is to short people will love and hate you but don’t let that affect you as a person
Keep going go for what you want and don’t have any regrets.
Love to you all