“Follow your inner moonlight don’t hide the madness.”
Heya all i hope you have had a brilliant weekend ….
I have to say all its done in Merseyside is rain and rain then rain some more…
My plans this weekend went out the window as for going out it was a no go.. Other girls that don’t have natural eyebrows will know what i mean.
So one the firework championships went out the window for Friday night as it was cancelled due to bad weather and drinks on Saturday was also out the window after i decided to start decorating my youngest daughters bedroom on my own.
I dragged my butt of to the local B&Q and struggled with 10L of white paint i literally felt like i had gone ten rounds with Mohammad ali god knows how i managed to paint wallpaper and sort her room out in one day plus put a bloody curtain pole up.
All through my life I’ve had to do a lot of things on my own I left home at the age of sixteen got my own place had to do a lot of growing up quite quickly.
I’m. Not saying my family didn’t help but most the time I didn’t ask for help because I just got on with it and tried to stand on my own two feet.
I’m very stubborn you see and I like things done the way I would do them that’s probably why I am the way I am.
So after a busy Saturday…..
Today all I’ve done is relaxed and watched films and pampered myself.
Oh and chatted to my freind Laura most random chat ever it actually inspired me to watch the Notebook for the 500th time in my life.
She said to me that the character Allie reminds her of me I said why Laura.. She said to me..
Because you never quite know where you are in life and what’s next but you take everything in your stride.
You take chances most people wouldn’t and I admire you for that.
And against all odds you never become unloving and your always forgiving with your sarcasm your bright way of life and never giving up on people you have the biggest heart I know and one day they will realise that.
You will get there in the end!!!
This is where I reminded myself of who exactly I am it doesn’t matter to me what people I care about do to me I always forgive them.
I can never hold hate in my heart and can you ever really let go of the people you love even if they become unloverble?
My answer to that is no and like Allie in the Notebook I’m a free spirit and I hold such passion in my heart for everything I do. I will never hide who Im again.
And I won’t listen to people I will always follow my heart.
I most definitely will never give up on the people I love.
I’ve already lost once before from trying to hide the real me I won’t do that again.
Have a great Monday everyone sending postive hugs out to you all ❤️💖
Love Stacie xxx