Hi everyone it’s midweek and I’ve been working so I’ve not been able to blog until now.
I hope you are well and having a good week so far.
Today I wanted to blog about love and how we make choices that have a massive impact on our lives.
First of all I wanted to thank to everyone that has Downloaded my blogs content please use it kindly.
Can I just say no names will be used in any of my blog posts there are my views and experiences in life regarding love.
I’m actually quite sad at how people can react and act quite childish to others going through a transtion it maybe because of a relationship ending or someone fighting their own demons but people can be so heartless and selfish but that’s human beings for you.
So love 🙄 the dreaded word…
I’ve always had serious relationships I’ve never really gone of the rails if I’m honest but I’ve not had many good experiences with love some have been terrible infact I cringe now to think of the years I’ve wasted.
Im what you would say an unlucky in love I’m very old fashioned when it comes to trust and values in a relationship it has to be earned but everyone I’ve connected with I’ve always truly cared for and I’ve been knocked back a lot of times and then it’s turned out that they have been unfaithful.
I’ve never been interested in materialistic people I would just love to be able to share life with someone who completely gets me.
So my trust with men isn’t good I think the only man I can ever trust is my dad but I know not all men are like that just finding right ones few and far inbetween.
In no way am I saying I’m an angel because I’m not but I always give 💯. I’m always the one who takes care of everything it would be great if someone could help take some of the burden of me for a change.
And there is so much more to me than my body I’m a very caring person it takes a lot for me to give in.
I have undergone a transformation myself after years of being put down I’ve now become who I’m meant to be I’ve found peace with myself and I’ve tried to make a mense with people I’ve hurt over past 18 months.
I’ve been terrible I’ve had a lot of dark moments but I know know I’ve come through it and the people around me have now started to see a massive change in me.
I know I’ve been a nightmare but I feel I owe them a public apology it maybe a little to late but I don’t 💯 feel I was all at fault. But sometimes we want things that we can’t have however much we feel we need to have them.
Sometimes timing is off completely but I suppose when you lay all your cards on the table and the other party walks away that’s an answer in itself.
I believe everyone has that one person they truly believe if the timing was right and things would of gone different life would of been completely different but it is what it is you have no choice but to get on with life.
Maybe that’s my crazy mind but I always speak from my heart.
Love to me isn’t just a word but it’s just not been kind and making choices we regret is all apart of growing up I suppose.
But at some point you have to just say enough is enough and walk away from people you love not beacuse you don’t love them but because they don’t love you and that’s OK.
So if your like me and ready to just be compelety you and to find your missing puzzle peice in life know that you don’t need to rush you will know when it’s the right time and the choices you make will be happy ones just hold tight after every storm there is a rainbow 🌈…
Love to you all
Stacie xx 😍🌈❤️