Evening all again lucky you I’ve posted for 2nd time today.
I’m now in bed this for me is the worst time of the day when the mind us shutting down for sleep.
But my mind does the opposite it becomes more active.
My house is settling making all sorts of noises 🙄
And I start asking Google random questions seeking advice I never get very far with if though.
Infact half time makes me feel worse.
Right before sleep I get shown two pictures every night before bed my subconscious can’t relax untill I’ve seen them it’s my happy place it’s not an actual place but it’s home.
I get lots of lovely messages on my blog Instagram account I follow people and they follow me from all walks of life and beliefs.
I was asking a lovely lady who’s is a spiritualist shes not religious just spiritual why do I always go back to a happy place before sleeping.
For me this is always the case may sound sad but she said when your relaxed your mind and your heart have chance to catch up with each other there is nothing else you need to focus on the day is done so this gives way to clear thinking if you want answers and clarification it’s always best to do it at this time of day and wherever or who ever your taken to that’s where your heart is.
And sometimes the connection we feel to loved ones they feel it too.
And maybe their experiencing the same before they are sleeping.
For me I’m not so sure that’s the case but who knows.
She did tell me I had wasted a lot of time holding back and now the ball was out of my court so to Speak
But neither did u go through all what u did for nothing unfinished bussiness? Possibly who knows she replied.
I Just have to continue to live my life best I can.
I know I’m not embarrassing myself for being honest how can you if its how you feel isn’t that what a blog is all about and I’ve realised time is precious too precious to let it pass you by.
I know I’m strong I know that one day every will make sense but I’m not ready to give up just yet but I won’t be waiting around either.
Love is a funny addition to life who ever invented it sucks completely.
It’s nice meeting new people but I always think he we go again..
It’s all seems just so pointless to me at the moment I’m just no I’m not feeling it vibes.
So here I am again just talking about a subject that brings me back to that one stage in my life that’s taking me a while to adjust too.
Thanks usher ❤️❤️
Night night 🌃 xxx
Stacie 🐚 💋 💄 ❤️