Evening all ❤️
I trust you are all well.
I’m feeling a little under the weather due to seasonal change but apart from that I’m doing quite well.
I’ve been super busy starting to prep for 2020 this year hasn’t been the best for me if I’m honest but I have to say I’m so grateful to my blog and what it’s helped me achieve.
I run my blog alongside my daytime job it all fits perfectly if I’m honest it’s the best choice I’ve made for myself in 2019.
So onwards and upwards…
So what have I been planning well I’ve actually been planning lots of mini travelling trips that I’ve been putting off due to personal reasons.
I also want to take my girls on their first holiday in sun i did promise them this year but its not gone quite to plan.
I’ve been asked to attend a few music festivals and events mainly over spring and summer which is on my bucket list believe it or not.
And I’ve also had progress within my singing which I’m super excited about.
I now actually have a diary for personal and blogging reasons sometimes it just doesn’t seem real at times how far my life’s advance over a few months and how I’ve evolved.
I’ve been trying to make a mense with people I’ve lost touch with over the past few years but not everyone I’ve had dealings with do I want to reconnect with i just want to let go and move on but on the other hand some I’m finding it hard to let go of.
I actually know I’m on the right path and I actually now know who I am and I fully respect myself.
What I just can’t understand is why people are scared of rejection…
I’ve learnt nothing can be forced between people that must be my biggest learning curve in 2019.
Someone either wants you or they don’t it’s simple?
Life’s meant to be complicated otherwise how would we grow and progress.
I don’t regret anything I just need to make that clear I often get asked if I’ve been dealing with heartache but what I always say is no I’ve been dealing with rejection.
That’s something I’m not used to that’s not my ego typing but it’s the truth.
I’m not really sure why people reject others sometimes I think it maybe fear or the feeling that they maybe not good enough for the person in question.
To me that’s utter crap sorry but it is if the other party shows interest and chooses you over any other human on the planet then that’s a massive sign in itself.
I just don’t know why people are so scared about rejection it’s about being OK if they like you and being OK if they don’t it’s not end of the world.
But honstly if you like or love someone or they show. Courage and tell you they like or love you don’t run for the hills because of fear.
Take a step back and think about it before you reject it. Someone out there thinks your amazing so just take that on board.
For me what’s next I’m just riding this roller-coaster 🎢 called life and seeing where it takes me and I enjoy being alive and experiencing life.
Love to you all 😊
Stacie 🐚 💋 💄 ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ xxx