Hey everyone hope your well.
I’m so glad it’s Friday I’ve had a week and half it’s kind of left me thinking….
Wtf was that..
I woke up Monday morning feeling postive ended up feeling overwhelmed, shattered and slightly at the end of my tether.
But I made it to Friday without doing a Britney spears in 2007.
When life gets you down sometimes and the fact that you can’t pretend that everything is fine when it’s really not well it’s been one of those weeks.
My youngest has been poorly which fingers crossed shes now on the mend with correct medication even if she’s a pain and won’t take it but with a little struggle I manage to bribe her to take it.
Things parents have to do.
Been running on nearly empty past few days with little sleep now I’m over tired and still can’t sleep and now I’m deep in thought.
Cheers brain please switch to sleep mode soon….
I’ve been doing alot of thinking past few weeks about what I want from life another year has passed by and all I’ve done is lots of pissing about and waiting.
I’m sick and tired of waiting it’s like waiting a hour at a bus stop in the freezing cold weather and three turn up. At once which bus do you choose that’s where I’m at in life.
I really don’t want to drag that into 2020 I actually feel like I’ve wasted another year of my life in the pissing about age.
I’m 32 it’s the right age for me to make Changes and actually stick to them.
This week I’ve just needed space reflection time im trying to decode in my head the next steps I’ve tried really hard to keep focused and tried to make a mense with people who I have upset in 2019 I really don’t want to go into the new year with bad feelings I just would love to let a lot of things go and become stronger than what I have been.
I know I’ve been tested the last few years that’s made me stronger but now I know I’ve got to focus on me whatever else or whoever else comes along is a bonus.
Trying to remain positive after so much negativity has been a hard pill to swallow but I’m half way there.
I just need to know that it’s OK to switch off sometimes and become closed off.
So thank you dolly for your quote today its much needed…
Love to you all 😊
Stacie 🐚 💋 💄 ❤️ ❤️