Last line of defense ðŸ’ž

Hey everyone happy Saturday ❤️

I hope you’re all well and having a great day.

I’ve been deep in thought today after a very odd dream and Ive been left with a heavy feeling I’ve been carrying in my heart all day.

I can’t seem to shift it.

Creating head space when you can’t seem to still understand or get the closure you need from the past Is mentally draining it’s like I’ve been on the front line fighting for such a long time this is my last line of defense my last chance to reach out.

The only way I can describe what it’s like inside my mind it is that I’m standing on a battlefield eyes closed I can hear shots being fired around me I can feel the heat of the explosions on my skin there are people around me crying out but all I can do summon up the strength get out alive seems pretty selfish I know.

Pretty deep interpretation also but I feel like I’m fighting everyday of my life and I’m not really sure what for.

Mentally I’m in a better place honstly but I just would love to know why the universe keeps showing me things that’s related to one part of my past I know I will never get answers or closure to.

So what do we do in times like this do we just ignore move on act like nothing happened…

or do we take a deep breath straighten out our souls and find the courage and seek the answers ourselves.

Why do people wait and what for.

When is the right time I don’t think there is one if I’m honest.

Maybe it’s fear maybe it’s your need to see if the grass is greener on the otherside.

But what I do know is that somewhere out there is someone for everyone and people are scared to be open and honest incase feelings aren’t reciprocated life’s to short to wonder what if.

If you expressed how u feel and its what you want to hear then great act upon it and if it’s not well you got your answer at least you can figure out where to go and what to do next without regrets.

Some situations aren’t ideal and can be scary I understand that but you will never get no where in life staying in your comfort zone.

And always remember to someone out there you could mean everything and more to them.

Someone who will laugh with you at the good times and cry with you at the bad times.

Love takes work it takes courage and patience there isn’t anything out that that’s perfect always remember that.

So make that choice to hold on or let go but do it without regret with our fear but remember everything takes time.

Please give this link below a watch it’s such an awesome song by Lewis Capaldi speaks straight from my heart ♥

rush by Lewis Capaldi

Love to you all 😊

Stacie 🐚 💋 💄 ❤️ ❤️

Published by seashellslipgloss87

Hi I'm Stacie I'm 32 busy mum from Liverpool 🇬🇧 Started blogging April 2019 I hope you like my blog posts

2 thoughts on “Last line of defense ðŸ’ž

  1. I am extremely impressed along with your writing skills as smartly as with the format for your weblog.
    Is this a paid topic or did you customize it yourself? Either way keep up the excellent high
    quality writing, it’s uncommon to peer a nice blog like this one today..

    Like

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

%d bloggers like this: