But this is all I ever was..

Evening all its Sunday and the emotional storm is clearing..

Isn’t it terrible when you feel so helpless that you don’t know what to do or say anymore.

Dark clouds fill your head with insecurities and paranoia.

I’m not bipolar in anyway I’m actually a Very focused and determined person.

That’s just been hurt a lot and I have to be honest I try and fix people who can’t be fixed maybe I care too much end up burning myself out but because I love unconditionally and care alot about people who probably don’t give me a second thought.

I think that’s where I’m going wrong.

In some funny way..

I love the past the present and the future all at once.

I’m happy I’ve lifted this dark cloud and with the help of my psychic advisor Maria I know I’m on the right path with life love and the future.

I’ve taken three himaylan salt baths yes three to shift this horrible energy around me.

When we love and love deeply we allow ourselves to be open to the elements around us.

we pick up on other peoples energy and emotional issues and if your like me you are left with trying to find a balance of helping others and helping ourselves most the time we end up putting ourselves last and then we break down.

I’ve gained strength from the darkest of places around me.

I’ve gained courage to fight after the tears.

I know I’m loved but at the moment I don’t feel very loverble.

It may seem like a front it possiblely is but when the mask drops and you reveal yourself people don’t know what to do other than talk.

I’m an open book I’m open to talk about anything in my life weither it be happy or sad times.

I’m not…

Afraid of what peoples perception of me is.

With Maria’s help today I’ve gained more clarity to what I already knew let see what happenens in the next few months…

You can’t try switch off as quick as you think you can but the universe won’t allow it more you fight more they will put you in the position your meant to be.

I want people to know it’s OK to have days where anything as simple as putting your socks on can be a task you can’t face and it’s ok to leave them dam socks on the floor.

It’s fine…

Here from an emotionally stable stacie for now just know your always enough even if you feel like your not…

I know I’ve got people who love me around me I just know I’m hard to love at times..

I have the link for my psychic adviser Maria before she’s amazing and I’m not just saying this but she really is check her out and give her a follow on her social media pages šŸ˜ŠšŸ˜Š

Maria Ann psychic medium

https://www.mariaannpsychicmedium.com/

Blogging from my bath tub again…

Love to you all

Stacie šŸš šŸ’‹ šŸ’„ ā¤ļø ā¤ļø

Published by seashellslipgloss87

Hi I'm Stacie I'm 32 busy mum from Liverpool šŸ‡¬šŸ‡§ Started blogging April 2019 I hope you like my blog posts

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