Evening all ❤️
Isn’t life a funny old thing the experience of it all and the progression whilst transitioning to the next level.
It’s pretty rough going on just one soul.
I think the theory is called the human punchbag lets see how much you can take this time round.
Sometimes it takes more than strength sometimes you have to admit defeat and loose.
Even if we dont want to and at times of defeat that’s when we see people’s true colours and intentions.
Its been a pretty rough ride and at times im not quite sure how I’ve made it.
But i have.
The only way for me to heal is to…
Im the women who’s there for everyone else but herself.
I will literally put every other person in my life first before looking after me.
Love is love at the end of the day however hard it is on me.
I just wanted to say i had to pause for a moment and reflect on where i was going wrong in my life.
My communication and my social media has been quite at times with constant messages and replies can get to much it doesn’t actually mean i don’t want to reply but i simply haven’t got enough hours in the day to be constantly replying.
I realised all that time i was giving people who didn’t deserve it.
People i thought who where my friends that wasn’t understanding or supportive i now have no time for.
All the negative patterns I was allowing around me i no longer can stand it and ive taken extreme measurements that i dont allow myself to get caught up in it all again.
Finally things last week come to a fast and sudden stall.
There has to be a cut off point.
You have to say my heart or head cant take it anymore enough is enough.
You got to focus on you and you alone.
Even if its an…
You have to embrace change.
Being stuck right now doesn’t mean it’s forever.
It just means its a small step onto the next lesson in life.
What we allow will always continue!!!!
Today I’ve been on a hike with my girls to aid my weight loss process after 6lb weight loss this week.
I was determined to carry on in a postive manner.
We had great time out family bonding experience.
Just what we needed.
Its slow process but its getting there.
I felt very liberated that i thrown out majority of my bigger clothes beacuse i aint going back now only forward.
Im trying my best to see the bright side of life and putting change into motion as its desperately needed.
But i promise you after all the heartbreak and the pain.
Each day you wake up is a blessing and as every day passes the pain and heartbreak slowly starts to heal until there is only a tiny scar left in your soul thats the reminder that your strong and you survived.
Here’s a few pictures of today and my weightloss upto now ❤️
Love to you all 😊
Stacie 🐚 💋 💄 ❤️ ❤️