It’s been a minute since I’ve properly blogged.
It’s been one of those weeks well months if I’m honest but it’s all been hush hush.
I’ve really wanted to blog about situations but I know I can’t at the moment i haven’t got the heart to.
Or the words to discribe how it’s made me feel.
You wake up everyday with this ambition of wanting to make a change an difference to yourself and the world around you.
You build yourself up then for others to try and knock you down and to me that’s not fair.
It’s not all bad news and depressing states though I’ve learnt alot about myself during this process.
I’ve removed a lot of toxic energy but some is still remaining its been quite tough trying to find a solution to situation where you don’t even know where to start.
Anyone who understands what I’m going on about knows how hard it is to try and it still not be good enough.
I talk alot about myself in my blogs because this is the whole reason why I decided to share parts of myself with you all.
So that people could relate and not feel alone.
Because feeling alone is worst feeling in the world.
One thing I’ve realised is I’m not normal and neither do I want to be.
But then what is classed as not normal these days we all have faults somewhere down the line.
Can we actually define the social expectations of being normal?
Someone who shows traits of an eccentric character in society isn’t deemed to be normal.
Why because they don’t allow themselves to fall into the trap of normal social existence.
Go to school, get a job, fall in love, get married, have babies.
That’s great in all if that’s what you want but to just simply be you and make yourself happy sometimes doesn’t sit well with others.
Not everyone will understand you or know why you do the things you do.
And that’s OK it’s not right to judge somebody else’s path.
Some times you just need to take a second to refocus.
Progress is progress however big or small it is, it’s still progress..
So little by little than none at all.
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Love to you all