I thought I would do a little blog on where I’m at just to let you all know why I’m not around as much at the moment.
Well the title says it all radio silence for the people who haven’t heard this saying before I will explain below.
It means a period of time when someone does not communicate with another person or other people.
Seems dramatic I know but its my choice.
I’ve needed to strip back every aspect in my life and look at what direction I was heading towards.
Believe me it wasn’t healthy to some extent I’m still battling with my demons.
I’ve been through a very long period of heartache and self loathing for such a long time I’ve just had enough.
Closing the last chapter was the hardest and I have one last hurdle to get over before I can truly move forward.
I suppose you have to fully let the old layers of yourself fall away before you can heal and rebuild yourself.
I’ve given so much of myself to people who didn’t deserve me.
Now I know that and it’s difficult for me to pull my energy back.
But it’s what’s needed for me to be the best person I can be.
It’s time for me to take back my power and allow myself to put myself first.
So I’ve decided to pull back my energy from social media even though its a great place to reach out and put yourself our there I don’t feel I’m 100% ready for it.
With me trying to engage with people I found it’s drained me physically and emotionally.
I just simply can’t find the strength to deal with other peoples issues at the moment it makes me hypocritical giving our advice and not listing to my own inner wisdom.
I’ve decided to not post anymore pictures or videos of myself at the moment because Im really not happy within myself and because I want people to get to know the real me not just the outside exterior of myself.
Tommrow I’m back on my health kick and the universe is giving me a massive…
To move forward so I will be back after some me time and I will come back better and stronger.
Love to you all ❤️