I feel there are a lot of you feeling quite lost at the moment I also feel very tired and surrounded by heavy energy
Today I’m going to get straight to business and concentrate on what the universe needs to share with you all.
I would like to state that all my weekly guidance blogs are for entertainment purpose only.
All signs and elements are included take what resonates and leave the rest.
Weekly vision message
Its late evening , im sitting on a porch in an old rocking chair.
I can hear the crickets chirping , The night time Wildlife ready to come to life in the darkness.
The sun is setting , the sky is filled with an eerily orange glow.
The silence is deafening.
But my mind feels clear and my heart feels pure, with each rock of the chair I can feel emotions arising, I feel like I’m trying to get somewhere but I’m getting no where fast.
I feel fear and frustration , I’m filled with fear and regret of not following my own heart and listing to other people.
As the darkness fills the sky my mind comes to life.
Within the few minutes where my mind was clear and my heart felt pure , I found true peace within.
That’s when the universe reminds me that between the chaos, there is calm and a chance of reflection, and a chance of true happiness.
You need to remind yourself that its ok to take a break and a step back.
Tarot Card Connection
With the Moon it’s likely that emotions are complicated at this time.
The environment can be one full of misunderstandings, and not everything is as it appears. You may need to do some work to get to the bottom of things; be sure to not only ensure the intentions of others, but also understand your own emotions, desires and motivations.
There may be old attitudes, beliefs or ideas that are clouding your judgement. Many things can be hiding in your unconscious affecting your ability to accept love. Are past relationships haunting you? Have you lost faith in love? Do you believe you are unworthy of love? All of these can have profound affects on how we approach relationships. Now is the time to examine them and reveal them as they truly are.
Justice In Reverse
Justice is about karma, and if you’ve been putting forth the effort, love and romance will be coming your way. If you’ve been kind, loving and supportive, your relationships will be a mirror of what you’ve been giving to others.
If you’ve been single, your loving and positive disposition will make you especially attractive to new potential romances.
Because this card is all about the law of cause and effect, make sure you have been treating your partner fairly. Watch out for resentment and defensiveness, and ensure that conflicts in your relationships are handled with respect and trust in your other half.
Compromise and understanding is needed now. Sometimes this card is also about being tactful, and expressing your frustrations in a way that are mindful of your partner’s feelings. As long as issues hare handled with honesty and good faith, your relationship will thrive.
Five of Wands Reversed
The Five of Wands reversed meaning can be that your natural method of dealing with disagreements is avoiding any kind of conflict by getting away from that place as fast as you can.
Sometimes this can be regarded as a good thing, but other times, it may lead to a number of issues that are brewing up within you, for which you will have to address soon.
On the other hand, it can also mean that you have worked through your troubles and that you do not have any more issues to worry about.
Issues of how you deal with conflict can affect your relationships now.
If you’re in a relationship, ensure that you haven’t been bottling up your resentments to avoid conflicts that the two of you need to have a smooth partnership.
Eventually avoiding difficult conversations lead to an erosion of trust. Remember that every person has the right to their needs, and having needs does not make you any less lovable.
If you’ve been doing the hard work of expressing yourself honestly with your partner however, you may find that misunderstandings are clearing up. What were once arguments may disappear once honesty and clarity have been achieved.
Getting the devil card in your reading shows that you have feelings of entrapment, emptiness and lack of fulfilment in your life.
It might also mean that you are a slave to materialism and opulence and no matter how hard you try, you just can’t seem to shake off the feeling of wanting to indulge in luxurious living.
You might be aware that this kind of lifestyle is leading you down the rabbit hole, but you have that feeling of not having any form of control over your actions or urges.
Addiction to substances or material pleasures can also be the reason for your feelings of powerlessness and entrapment.
In situations such as these, you may feel as though you are a slave, unable to control your impulses or willpower to direct yourself towards something other than the satisfaction of these desires.
Lust and temptation are symbolized by the Devil.
There can be a sense of hedonism, and a selfish desire for gratification with this card. In less serious circumstances, it can also just simply mean a pursuit for all of life’s earthly pleasures.
There is nothing wrong in having a bit of fun, but make sure that you are not hurting others or giving them wrong impressions when you do.
If you’re only looking for hook-ups, it is up to you to communicate that with your dates. Make sure you avoid pressuring others if they decide your lifestyle isn’t something that suits them. Communication will be more important than ever now.
Alternatively, the Devil can also signal addiction, and in the context of love and relationships, co-dependency.
Over time, this can be destructive to the individuality and self of both partners. Be wary, and ensure that the two of you remain strong individuals within your relationship.
Page Of Pentacles
When we meet the Page of Pentacles, we see immediately that she is one that is ambitious and focused. She is protected, nourished, provided for by the suit whose name she bears.
Guided by it, she is deeply tied to the earth, nature, and all of its gifts.
She cherishes the body, for it too is something which is a manifestation of her element. Her diligence, ambition and loyalty drives her to quickly make plans for the future – for it is there where her focus lies.
When you meet her, she may be the bearer of news connected to all earthly and material matters. When you hear her message, be inspired as she is – lay down the foundations to follow your ambitions.
Generally, the Page of pentacles refers to the kind of energy that you need to complete all that is needed for your work.
It may point to the determination, focus and the ability to stick with a particular task no matter how boring it may seem.
In terms of work, the Page of Pentacles may signify that there are a lot of tasks you are responsible for, but your time to complete them is much too limited. This is not the time to feel stressed and overwhelmed. Assistance will be there for you, you just have to ask for it.
In relation to finances, the Page of Pentacles can refer to the reward for your hard work. For those who are investing their hard–earned money, this is not the perfect time for you to take the risk. Invest your money in a safe and traditional way – the diligence will pay you back. If you are currently experiencing a health issue, this problem may be the result of the continuous neglect. Let a professional make sure that this is not the case.
The person symbolized by the Page of Pentacles is ambitious, loyal and practical; they may often be seen as studious, but once you get to know them well, they can also be quite funny.
Their ambition and focus means that they are hardworking. They are likely to be as dedicated as they are to a lover, as they are to their goals.
Their quiet demeanour may make them hard to notice at first, compared to other folks that may be more out going.
If this doesn’t represent a person that is entering your love life, the Page of Pentacles tarot love meaning can simply signal this Page’s dedication and loyalty in your relationship.
While sometimes the relationship can lack passion and feel a bit boring, the love is there; you may only need to go out there and figure out how to inject some fun and excitement back into your romance. Try not to always put practicality before passion in the relationship and the two of you should be just fine.
The Seven Of Wands
The Seven of Wands has a similar in meaning to the Five of Wands; both cards indicate struggles after the initial fulfilment and satisfaction of an event. The Seven of Wands however is different as it is is about the struggle
The Seven of Wands has a similar in meaning to the Five of Wands; both cards indicate struggles after the initial fulfilment and satisfaction of an event.
The Seven of Wands however is different as it is is about the struggle that you need to go through to maintain your position, rather than to attain it.
This is about the difficulties we face to continue to have success. You should be ready for the competition to you defend your title, and to prove yourself. Others are going to desire the same results that you do, so you need to stay ahead of the them.
There will be challenges to the success of your project or venture from an outside source. You must remain dedicated to your desires, and with a clear purpose and effort, you will overcome them.
The overall meaning of the Seven of Wands is to hold your ground, no matter what is challenging your position.
You will need to defend this position and take a stand against those who are aiming to take your spot. There are setbacks during this time, but you need to keep fighting for your beliefs and confront those that may threaten or oppose you and your beliefs.
Bottom Of The Deck
The Empress shows us how deeply we are embedded to our femininity. Femininity could be associated with fertility, expression, creativity and nurturing among many other aspects.
It therefore calls you to connect with beauty and bring happiness to your life.
Understand yourself and get in touch with your sensuality so that you can attract life circumstances to bring happiness and joy. She is a signal that be kind to yourself, to take care of yourself.
The Empress is also a strong indication of pregnancy and motherhood.
You can look for other cards to confirm if this is truly pregnancy, or rather just an indication of a motherly, nurturing and caring attitude.
The Empress card could also mean the birth of a new idea, business or project on your life. Owing to the good fortune that surrounds this card, you can be sure that such situations and projects would end successfully in your life.
Discover and bring forth those ideas that have been clinging to you and make sure that you devote yourself towards accomplishing them.
This card is a sign that they are going to be successful, and well taken care of. The Empress, as the archetype of the mother earth, also encourages you to spend time interacting with nature, the mother of all of us.
The empress stems from the element of earth.
The person represented by this card can be loving, nurturing and caring, as has financial security or appreciative of beautiful, comforting things. Sometimes, the Empress can point to love and work coming together, either with a co-worker, or perhaps a new business venture.
When it comes to relationships, this card also heralds a stable, serious and committed relationship. Because the card also represents motherhood, sometimes it can also signal marriage or pregnancy, or at least a new family, in whatever form that means for you.
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Nothing is permanent in this wicked world – not even our troubles.
I hope you are all well.
I wanted to check in with you and let you know I’m still around in the background I’m just taking some time away from everyday hussle and bussle.
One thing I’ve come to realise these last few weeks is nothing is permanent in life, life can change instantly and it doesn’t matter how much we try and prevent something from happening we can’t.
Being a virgo for me is giving my all to every aspect of my life so at my job, at my home with my children and within my relationships.
I wear my heart on my sleeve I always have and putting other people first has always been a big stop block for me within all aspects of my life.
Truth is I care way to much about everything and I overthink far to much, I think with a realistic mind but I have a tenancy to be aggravated by people who are lazy and uncoordinated and people who play games.
It’s just my virgo traits.
I’ve worked very hard past few weeks on my mental health I’ve relapsed a few times had a few wobbles. I’ve been quite and unresponsive for a day or too I find it easier to shut down than try and explain my feelings.
It’s just way I’ve always be.
I’ve very lucky to have such a good support network around me i didn’t a few years ago but now I have people around me who understand when I’m having a bad day not to push me to far.
My blogging has slowed down abit again due to mostly me being busy but also to fear of getting on people’s nerves with all my posting but again like my mum says you don’t need to read if you don’t want to just…
You don’t need to justify anything you do to anyone.
Just have to be true to yourself.
Yes I may seem like an emotional lunatic very up and down when it comes to life, but you would be surprised how many people suffer in silance and pretend that they are OK.
I tell my story to help others sometimes along side the joking and everyday life blogs we need realisation that everyone is human and we all feel emotion and we all deal with life in different ways.
I tell mine through my writing along side my singing therapy.
And I really hope some people out there find comfort from my blog and sharing my experiences.
It’s been great to sit still for a while and catch my breath but slowly I’m coming back to myself….
P. S don’t forget to check out tommrow’s weekly Spiritual Guidance Blog.
Have you ever been under an illusion or under someone’s spell let me just add it will hurt like hell but once your eyes are open you will understand everything you saw through rose tinted glasses was just an illusion.
It takes a stronger person to see their worth I stared this blog in 2019 I was a quivering mess, a truly broken soul but now I hardly see any trace of the old me.
I upped my game and changed the way i played it.
I understood that there was parts of myself that I needed to change in order to progress.
Ive been on a journey of self discovery , don’t get me wrong , I’m no cold hearted person but I don’t just sit there anymore , what’s the point in just being someone’s emotional punchbag , say what you want about me but one thing will always remain and that’s my ability to be loyal.
Stop looking for the old Stacie she’s not here anymore pain changes people , disappointment changes people it makes you stronger.
Don’t try and force Karma she always finds the ones who deserve it.
I’m trying to reach out to people who are going through a tough time , the people with broken hearts you will get through it , it takes time and when the healing is done you won’t heal back the same way but your wounds will make you stronger.
Years ive been plagued by mental health , self doubt and emotional abuse after my fight to save my own soul i can honestly say I’ve taken back my power and my mind my heart and my soul is my own.
I can finally breathe after so long of holding my breath I can feel my heart beating I feel alive.
Saturday the 10th of October is world mental health day
World Mental Health Day aims to raise awareness in the global community around mental health issues, “with a unifying voice through collaboration with various partners”.
Its Extremely important to raise awareness
We all deserve to feel safe and supported when talking about our mental health. But too often, mental health stigma leaves people feeling isolated and ashamed. At worst, it prevents people from speaking out but help is available.
I got through it through pure strength and amazing support I know some aren’t so lucky to have a good support network but there is help out there but also it takes strength and you will find it.
I’ve always had the the ability to tell the truth regarding situations and my own emotions.
This blog this evening is something that I’ve been struggling to come to terms with.
And that’s understanding that when it comes to love and relationships it simply can’t be all onesided.
I know most people have dealt with similar situations in regards to connections.
Can anyone here genuinely say they have ever been so in love that they would do anything to make the other person happy and completely disregarding their own feelings in order to be more appealing to the other party I know I have.
You know how it goes you play it cool try and keep busy but all your waiting for is the next….
To then find that it never comes.
One thing I’ve realised is that connections work both ways effort needs to come from both sides.
Your not the one who takes orders from a ringleader.
You make your own rules and follow them as you wish.
Over the years I’ve put my everything into my connections with people, I’ve really gone above board to make people happy, trouble is with me, I wear my heart on my sleeve I always have, and I love to love it’s just in my nature.
One thing I’ve realised over the past few months is that sometimes the universe will remove toxic people from your life other times you must remove them yourself.
Those who bring ill intentions into our lives do not or will not love us.
They will simply take what they need then leave.
That isn’t someone who loves you.
Love and respect is a two way street.
Never wait for someone to change their mind regarding their feelings.
That may never happen which leaves you feeling deflated.
Always be true to you but when the times right you will meet someone who understands you completely and no matter what the feelings will be mutual never onesided.
Loving all the wrong people prepares us to completely be ourselves and be at peace in our lives.
But most importantly it prepares us to receive the love we all deserve.
This will be my last blog post at the age of 32 tomorrow is my birthday.
Do you even celebrate when your in your 30’s my answer to that is yes.
I’ve made it to 33 after everything I’ve been through I’ve made it.
It’s been tough lifes not been kind but im grateful I’m here and I’m alive.
What does being thirty three years of age mean to me and how will I be making changes for the foreseeable future.
After a few wobbly weeks I’ve been really thinking about myself as a person and how I approach situations.
I’ve realised that it’s time to move on from anything or anyone that’s caused me great harm.
Worst thing to do in the world of hold on to a grudge you only ever hurt yourself in the process…
The other issue I have is feeling guilty for actually living my life the way I want too and having to keep other people happy, I’m not doing it anymore so heads up people Stacie is going to do what she wants to do and if it upsets the apple cart tough..
You get to a point in life you can’t keep worrying about other people.
Keep yourself in check make yourself happy because no one else will do it for you.
I’ll always be me but an upgraded version of my old self.
I’m finding people are seeking the old version of myself but she’s just not there anymore.
I’ve made huge progress so far I’m not going to stop now.
The diet is back tommrow after a weekend of eating out and gin..
My aim is to loose another stone by end of September.
It’s achievable but I’ll need to be strict and keep active.
So what are my birthday plans well I’ll be on my own just the way I like it hopefully weather is OK.
I will head down my local beach and grab a coffee somewhere and watch the world go by.
I do have plans to see one of my best friends and my other friend at the end of September for a girlie night out with festival vibes but until then it will be hard work and dedication.
And growing a little bit stronger each day.
I hope you have a fantastic week ahead don’t let people get you down and keep smiling.
I haven’t published any late night blogs for a while.
I’ve been busy with life and a few things have changed for me.As life progresses we expect a lot of change, we have to expect change otherwise there will be no forward movement.
You find that where you are just isn’t enough anymore.
For me it isn’t my location it’s my actual life I’ve not been happy for a while and I’ve realised that if I keep going round on this hamster wheel I may never get off, it’s only certain aspects of my life I find I’m feeling a little stuck and undervalued.
So I’ve had to put plans in motion for change.
You can’t grow if you stay in the shade.
I’ve taken many risks in my younger years and many haven’t worked out but it was a massive learning curve for me.
Being a mum, someone’s daughter, sister and friend sometimes isn’t easy.
And to be honest I know I’ve been hard work at times.
I don’t answer phone calls, messages for days on end just way I am I live in my own little space sometimes it all gets a little to much.
Don’t get me wrong I’m a strange person I like love but also crave my own space, I can’t stand constant communication or talking all the time.
I get easily irritated by forced conversations and will withdraw and zone out if put in a position I don’t feel comfortable in.
I like people but only small group of people they will tend to be long term friendships I will only forge new friendships If I really want to.
I will literally help anyone anyway I can within reason.
But alot of people can’t take to me and my personality.
I used to let that affect the way I saw myself but now I don’t care I just let people think what they want to think.
They say when you stop pleasing others and start pleasing yourself that’s when life really takes flight.
That’s the truth your vibe will attract the right type of people to your life and repel the wrong type of people because that’s when you are truly aligned with yourself.
Now I don’t rely on anyone but myself .
I’m making things happen for myself and I will do whatever it takes to get to my own happiness.
I’m half way through writing my own book.
My blog is doing amazing
I have new opportunities all the time.
But I know down the line I will have to take more leaps of faith to see where it guides me but now I have my own back I will achieve anything.
I’m super excited to share this weeks spiritual guidance blog with you all.
Firstly I want to say that I really do hope that my guidance blogs helps all my readers in some way or another, I have had a spiritual gift for all my life and a huge interest in what come’s to us all after our passing for a very long time but I will save that for another blog.
My spiritual guidance blogs are all about you guys and me giving something back to you all as good will gesture for always taking the time out to read my blogs and support me in everything I do.
So lets get on with the legalities and get the boring stuff out the way first..
I have to state that all my guidance blogs are for entertainment purpose’s only .
My weekly guidance blogs are for all signs and elements, take what resonates and leave the rest to the universe .
Here we go..
I have a little message from the universe to everyone who’s really struggling with life at the moment.
Whilst connecting to gain clarity regarding your guidance today I was show a very clear image of a shadow person in front this shadow person two pathways formed as the vision got clearer I started to see more of a clearer outline of the shadow person, he was male , his expression on his face was somewhat of confusion and fear after a short while and hesitation…
I herd what path should I take the right one it seems less bumpy more plain sailing but what seeks me at the end is safe , unfulfilling in the long run it seems and easy less effort I have a dreaded feeling of regret.
He looks at the left path its full of bumps its looks scary full of uncertainties, dark corners great highs and steep lows he feels fear , excitement , great love and release from the ties of life.
As he stands there he knows he has to make a choice he can’t keep holding back in the darkness and floating about hoping everything will work out fine.
This is a very clear message I get for a lot of you, if you want something in life you have to make it happen it won’t just fall in your lap the universe doesn’t work like that you have to put the effort in .
If you want that dream job get of your butt start researching now on training , work on gaining skills and the opportunities’ will be endless.
If you have wanted a connection with someone emotionally for a while but you have always been held back by your own emotions and fear , speak your truth because it something wonderful can happen from just one honest truthful conversation if it works out great if it doesn’t no regret’s only lesson’s learnt.
Life doesn’t have a road map you don’t always need a plan because plans, people and situations can change just like the direction of the wind you need to live in the present and the now.
Four of Cups
Has the grass been looking greener on the other side?
The Four of Cups is a card that tells us we aren’t looking at the good things we already have in our lives, and instead are longing for what we could have.
When this card appears in your readings, it’s challenging you to stop daydreaming about what you could have in your life and instead count your blessings.
The Four of Cups is a warning that we need to be more appreciative of what we have, and show a little more gratitude towards the things we’ve already been blessed with.
When we become self-absorbed, and start taking what we have for granted, we tend to miss out on other opportunities.
The Four of Cups calls attention to the fact that while you are busy wondering about other things, you’re missing out on the chance to improve what you already have.
Five Of Cups
The Five of Cups is a surprisingly complex card for being a part of the Minor Arcana.
It is depicted as five golden chalices, three of which have been knocked to their sides while the remaining two stay standing.
This card brings about confirmation of loss, sorrow, and despair, but also signifies that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
The three downed cups typically refer to the feelings you already have about your situation.
Whatever it may be that life has thrown at you, it can be hard to come to terms with not being able to put things back as they were.
The Cups suit is related to water, and you certainly cannot refill the fallen chalices with the water they already held.
The two chalices that have been untouched, however, promise that your situation can be salvaged, even if some of its parts have been changed.
Page Of Swords
The Page of Swords is represented by a young man atop a hill, grasping a silver sword in both his hands.
Like the other Page cards of the Minor Arcana, he is still learning and growing.
Often he represents an actual young person in your life.
The Page of Swords stands for truth and justice, as well as open and honest communication.
He is likely to appear to those who are struggling between telling the truth and sparing someone’s feelings, or those who are having a hard time verbally expressing their emotions.
Its important that you express your emotions without fear of the outcome because your at greater risk of hurting yourself trying to keep others happy.
Page Of Wands
Generally speaking, the Page of Wands is in the area of having projects that come to fruition.
Something you initiated a while back starts to deliver positive results.
Another meaning that is to be considered frequently in a reading is that this Page represents a literal person in your life.
(S)he is a high energy person, a high-achiever that brings a positive vibe in your world.
Beware of lack of focus though.
Energy, success and enthusiasm are all good, but don’t take your eyes off the prize just yet.
Keep going keep achieving your hearts desires.
Ace Of Cups
This card is generally depicted as a large golden chalice with water overflowing from within.
The Ace of Cups shows up in a reading when you have reached a point of emotional stability, happiness, and peace.
It is a reminder that you have good emotional intelligence and a strong foundation on which you are able to take on the world, usually with a smile on your face.
A present position Ace of Cups means that the path your life has taken is the best one for you.
Whether it’s your relationship, family life, or career, you are in a secure and stable place emotionally.
Whatever you’ve been doing, it’s working in your favour so keep at it.
This card is also about gaining more insight into what is your role in a bigger scheme of things.
It can be a big project, it can be the community you are part of and so on.
The meaning is that you are more in tune with the world around you.
There is a virtuous circle, i.e. the more success you have, the more connected you feel and the more you are motivated to contribute.
In terms of travel, the World can literally indicate that you may be traveling around the world. You may soon go for a long distance trip.
You may also receive a message from the Universe to be more open to take in elements from the world around you.
Try to become more receptive and expand your awareness.
Thank you for reading i hope you gained comfort and guidance from this weeks post.
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I hope you have had a great day I would like to say I have but that hasn’t been the case.
Do you know when you roll out of bed in the morning and you know its not going to be a great day both emotionally and physically, most the time these days I have my shit together.
But today I felt like the whole world was against me, my anxiety attacks are less and less these days since I’ve found my confidence back but still one slips through the cracks of that barrier that ive built so high around my soul and every now and again the old Stacie tries to remerge from the shadows and i have to rain her back into the darkness because that jush isn’t me anymore.
This blog post I’ve wanted to post for along time now and I’ve been putting it off for a while but i think its time to share it with you all.
To the people who know me in person who read my blog will understand exactly how I’ve been feeling and hopefully you will understand why I’ve needed to do what I have done to simply keep my head above water and to stop myself from drowning.
Up until the last six months Ive been at war with myself , my mind and my heart trying to align all three has been a battle and half.
I’ve always put others first and always put myself last just to make other people happy.
Ive loved and not always been loved back the old unrequited love is an arsehole.
I’ve sat there and listened and let someone pull me apart piece by piece for simply being me.
Ive kept calm when the fire inside me had raged.
I’ve been battered and bruised by my own self confidence.
Until that day comes and you think you know enough is enough I’m not taking this anymore.
I got up that morning in February and thought this is the last time i will allow my life and the people around me to control me..
It started with some external changes I was so determined to loose weight as that held my confidence back massively and I knew I had to drastically do something to achieve what i wanted so that was the first step for me.
So then the hair changed you always know when a women means business she changes her hair said coco channel , so that’s when my transformation really started when the red hair came along , that in itself gave me a lot of confidence.
Over the past 7 months i have worked on my surroundings and the company i kept.
I had taken a step back from anyone who brings drama to my life, I’m not about the drama, I just want a peaceful life.
One thing I realised when your going through a glow up is that some people will support you others will completely turn on you.
Ive been called nasty and evil plus lot more but i know that’s not me at all.
That’s the kind of people I haven’t got time for anymore.
We all go through bad times i know but its how we choose to evolve from it.
You see some people don’t like other people evolving due to their own insecurities, that’s when you realise that your energies are not meant to combine.
Your eyes open and you truly see people and situations that you once where involved with and think what the hell was i doing.
Transformation does that to you.
So what are my plans for the near future I’m sure that people will have something to say but you know what its my life my body I will do what makes me happy.
I don’t go into things blind I do my research..
so I’m fast approaching 33 and its time to start taking proper care of myself as vain as that sounds but again my choice, so i have been in touch with the Harley medical group to see if they will sort my loose skin from weight loss, that for me is a massive step in the mean time i will just have to put up with it.
Its ok people saying you look fine but its my choice i have to do what makes me happy and i would never go to the extreme.
So the glow up after such a rubbish time is amazing and I’m in this bubble at the moment where I feel untouchable from anything or anyone who caused me heartache and upset in the past.
If you like the new me then cool if you don’t then tough I’m never going back.
And I’m so proud of myself, I still have bad days and I know that one day someone will get me and will love me completely for just being me if given half the chance all I want to do is be happy but until then I’m like a elastic band I will always ping back ….